20th Oct. This day jots a significant history. It was a turning point where I was borned again 7 years ago. I was baptized in All Saints Church, KL and came to know the Lord and His words better there after. Experiencing God's grace and faithfulness, life is never the same again.
20th Oct. this year is going to be my second turning point. It will be the first day of induction, the first day of getting pay as a government servant. Another brand new chapter of my life begins here.
Counting down the remaining few days, I have a mixed feeling of excitement and nervousness. Excited, for I finally able to earn and give instead of stretching hand to take. Nervous, for I do not know where my destination will be. The possibilities of separation from my loved ones, fighting with stress as a lone ranger and the need to build up new support system again. Also, the fear of not knowing enough for what I should as well as meeting unbearable superiors and colleagues.
Though I have somehow mentally prepared for packing and leaving instantly, I do hope to stay. Sigh, wish the Malaysia's management system can be more efficient by just letting us know our placement and settle down earlier...
"Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9
All that You command me I will do, and wherever You send me I will go. Whatever destination it may be, may it be the training ground You have for me.
20th Oct. 09, bring it on!
20th Oct. this year is going to be my second turning point. It will be the first day of induction, the first day of getting pay as a government servant. Another brand new chapter of my life begins here.
Counting down the remaining few days, I have a mixed feeling of excitement and nervousness. Excited, for I finally able to earn and give instead of stretching hand to take. Nervous, for I do not know where my destination will be. The possibilities of separation from my loved ones, fighting with stress as a lone ranger and the need to build up new support system again. Also, the fear of not knowing enough for what I should as well as meeting unbearable superiors and colleagues.
Though I have somehow mentally prepared for packing and leaving instantly, I do hope to stay. Sigh, wish the Malaysia's management system can be more efficient by just letting us know our placement and settle down earlier...
"Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9
All that You command me I will do, and wherever You send me I will go. Whatever destination it may be, may it be the training ground You have for me.
20th Oct. 09, bring it on!







